Sem 4 is over and oddly enough my life took a much... a very much more busier turn than I had expected. I had planned to stay at home and rest as well as doing some 3D modelling, digital illustrations and photoshop since I was not satisfied with my final assignment's result.
Very unsatisfied with my own work but I guess fate isn't so kind as to just let me have that REST after a long struggle with the assessment which was at a level of "hard" as people often say in a game.
Well of course, its not the level of nightmare so I'm still coping up. What happened?
Ironically, it was not for the better.
The first week of my holiday left me bored and irritated from the lack of work and later on I fell sick when I had something to do.
The week after that I was became very busy, with things which are not mine but I do not mind helping and also that it was Mom's turn to fall sick then. Her cough and along with mine has not subsided although much better which leaves us at bitter end.
At the end of my 2nd week, I attended an event at an academy which leaves to be told later ;3 I had a great time and I jotted down about six or seven pages of notes during the event and I found out that the things I like and dreamed of doing is not the easiest but it is the hardest.
Realism, determination, passion and sensitivity is a vital part in making it a success. Not to mention efforts, time and sacrifices are required to be made.
Each angle requires check and fixing, each small detail is to be as great as the others and each part is to be compatible with each other. Multiple parts of one map to be one just as multiple people work together in an office to cook up a great game or a great story.
Careful dealing with left and right, up and down. There's no end to being cautious and brain wrecking. But it pleases the heart when a masterpiece presents.
I wonder will I one day be able to do that and stand on the same place as they are....
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